January was such a peaceful month for us. I felt so chilled out and was able to take up a new hobby. Blog things were super quiet and general life felt pretty slow. But when February hit I think it brought with it the January blues that I thought I’d skipped.
I have been feeling so incredibly emotional, stressed and busy now. Blog stuff has taken off at a crazy pace and life feels out of control. There’s mess everywhere I look, clothes washing and tantruming children. I feel lost and bogged under.
On the way home from London the other day, we stopped off at the local park. I haven’t really been there this winter which is strange because I spent all summer there looking forward to when P3 would be able to run about happily. Our little visit in the late afternoon was just what I needed to lift my mood a little and remind me of what I have.
I need to calm down about things and focus on the good rather than the bad. I also think I need to focus on me much more. Disturbed sleep hasn’t played the best part in my mood lately and I’m really hoping that as the days go by I’ll be able to be much more positive than I have been.
Do you ever feel like life is passing you by and you’ve lost control?